How do I suppose to act? To this news I received? No I'm not ok... I'm fucking dying from pain inside of me. I want my baby to make me happy...but she can't cuz she over there I'm over here.
Don't know what I did to be treated this way. To be hurt and be lied to...If I knew this from the start I would have not told everyone that I'm ok. Life won't be the same... Knowing that I'm not what I thought I am or was?
Losing my mind cuz I no longer have a saying of what I want. And what I want to be.Pain is all I get from this news. Sadness and disappointment follows along.
Can life bring me more bad luck?Life has no feeling she doesn't care. Thats what I see. To treat me like shit. Life make me believe I'm ok but next thing tells me I'm no longer able to live...With in 4 hours my life went dark.
I was happy knowing I walked with the living. Now I walk with the dead.
All my dream was destroyed ripped in peaces. Life says she cares. But as she sees me tell people that I'm ok she don't stop me saying what to say.
Well life I call a girl cuz it can't be a guy cuz I ain't gay to say I love him. Cuz I did love life. So I call life she. I could call it it but sounds better call life she.
Well anyways I hope life feels good knowing I'm suffering...I cried for no reason...no reason at all...if I knew this I wouldn't be this sad...this hurt...
Well to tell the truth I ain't dying. But yes I'm hurt. I got no illness nor sickness. I'm ok. No big problems.
I don't know how imma act still love to live but not my life..
Well good bye I saved money to travel to a different world.
